Japanese version here https://suno.com/s/jcbKR5p3l4HHUHU6 ---------------------------------------------- [Verse 1] Thunder roared and everything went black Nothing here to laugh about at all Stumbled off the path, falling on my knees Facedown in the mire, I just let it be Taste of dirt is filling up my mouth Breathing out the bubbles in the dark Just a little fall, just a bit of mud But the voices in my head are racing way too fast [Pre-Chorus] Hey, This face I’ve made right here Was it always like this before? [Chorus] Am I just a failure of myself? Or was I this mess from the very start? If I wipe the mud and I don't return Who was standing there since the beginning? I know you’re gonna laugh at me "You just had a little fall, that's all" Yeah, you're right And that’s exactly why I’m getting mad [Verse 2] Soaking clothes are clinging to my skin My discomfort level starts to rise Every step I take is out of sync Fatigue is piling up with every move On the walk back home, people turn to stare Guess I looked ridiculous to them Falling like a freak for the world to see Getting up while trying to look so deep [Pre-Chorus 2] Hey, If I wipe away All this mud from me Who will I be? [Chorus 2] Am I just a failure of myself? Or was I this mess from the very start? If I wipe the mud and I don't return Who was standing there since the beginning? You know me better than I know myself Then go on and say it to my face "That is who you are" How could you ever say that? [Bridge] What is this head that only thinks of the "right way"? What is this mouth that only says the "proper things"? Hiding every single thing that really matters now Who are you pretending to be? What are you running away from? Just a little trip on a stormy day Why does it have to be so complicated? Lost my identity in a patch of mud What a hell of a life I’ve lived [Final Chorus] Am I just a failure of myself? Or was I this mess from the very start? If I wipe the mud and I don't return Who was standing there since the beginning? I know you’re gonna laugh at me "You just had a little fall, that's all" Yeah, you're right And that’s exactly why I’m doubting who I am [Outro] The thunder left me far behind a long time ago But the mud I left behind is still following me Maybe I am just... Nothing but the mud
