Wicked clown bound to the earth

Something cosmic is beyond me I fly high and fall too hard Bound too tightly to the earth So I cannot fly I’m a wicked clown Bound to the earth Unable to fly Unable to rise I reach for freedom Wide and open But fear still keeps me tied Still unable to fly I never stayed out all night Chasing new loves and desires Sometimes I just let it happen A wicked clown, they used to say I’m a wicked clown Bound to the earth Unable to fly Unable to rise I reach for freedom Wide and open But fear still keeps me tied Still unable to fly I imagine them crying all night long I’m not sorry, I know it’s my fault Life once turned another way While I loved other people, other stars Like a comet with golden hair I cross through cities and parks Everywhere, a burning hope Of other stars coming after me Love and cities still await me Unknown bodies want me I long for the one and only Still bound here, unable to fly I’m a wicked clown Bound to the earth Unable to fly Unable to rise I reach for freedom Wide and open But fear still keeps me tied Still unable to fly To my true love...