Seven forty-five and I'm already on Eleven tabs and the coffee's gone Smile emoji, exclamation point This is fine, this is fine, this is fine Reply all, circle back, let's align I'll have that to you by end of day Been saying that since Monday It's Friday and I'm not okay And I keep showing up And I keep showing up And I keep showing up For everyone but me I am out of office Out of reach, out of reasons, out of time I am out of office Somebody else is gonna have to hold the line I built these walls so high Now I can't find the door I am out of office I don't work here anymore Dinner, homework, permission slip Another thing I almost let slip Bedtime story, lights out, door closed Finally quiet and nobody knows That I sat down on the bathroom floor Didn't cry, I don't do that anymore Just stared at nothing for a while Then got up and forced a smile And I keep showing up And I keep showing up And I keep showing up For everyone but me I am out of office Out of reach, out of reasons, out of time I am out of office Somebody else is gonna have to hold the line I built these walls so high Now I can't find the door I am out of office I don't work here anymore Auto-reply: I am currently unavailable I am currently unreachable I am currently running on nothing And I will not be returning Your call Your email Your emergency That was never mine to carry Expected return date: Unknown This is fine This is fine This is fine This is not fine This is not fine