[Verse 1] You left your coat on the chair Still smells like rain and smoke I fold it up so careful Like I could keep you close Your name sits in my throat Like a stone I can't swallow I wash my face in silence And fake the shape of normal [Pre-Chorus] If you call, I won't fall apart No, I won't let it show I'll stand here in the dark With nowhere left to go [Chorus] I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile I can hold my breath for miles But I can't make that line I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile There's a crack behind my eyes And it shows sometimes [Verse 2] The mirror knows my secret It keeps it for the night My mouth says "I'm okay" My hands say "you were right" I put the plates away I leave the room too neat I laugh where no one's looking Then fall apart on repeat [Pre-Chorus] If you ask, I'll say I'm fine I'll say it like a prayer But every little lie Just leaves you hanging there [Chorus] I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile I can hold my breath for miles But I can't make that line I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile There's a crack behind my eyes And it shows sometimes [Bridge] Don't make me play that part The one where I pretend That losing you was easy That this is where I mend I'm still wearing yesterday Under my skin, under my skin If I look happy for a second That's the closest I can get [Final Chorus] I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile I can hold my breath for miles But I can't make that line I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile There's a crack behind my eyes And it shows sometimes I'll do anything but smile Anything but smile I am breaking, but I'm quiet This is how I survive
