i walk alone through every room, like i’m a shadow in my own life. you left me drowning in your mess, cutting through me like a dull knife. i don’t wanna feel this pain no more, i don’t wanna fake another smile. you said i’d heal with time but i’ve been hurting for a while. they call me suicide girl, like that’s all i’ll ever be. but they don’t know the battles, i keep locked inside of me. i’m trying hard to hold on, trying not to lose my grip. every promise that you made, just slipped right through my fingertips. i scream but nobody hears me, i fall but nobody cares. i’m tired of breaking in silence, i’m tired of gasping for air. they call me suicide girl, but that name don’t define my heart. i’m more than all these scars you left, i’m someone trying to restart. so watch me rise from all the hurt, watch me tear down every wall. you thought i’d crumble in your storm, but i refuse to ever fall.
