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Me & My Demons are a Package Deal

V6

[Verse 1] I’ve been searching in the dark Investigating every ending Like knowing how it breaks Could keep me from bending I take every instinct apart Put every answer on trial By the time I trust what I knew I’ve been afraid for miles Is it enough? Am I enough? Did I try? How the fuck would I know? I spent my whole life chasing answers While one was screaming BELOWW [Pre-Chorus] So let the demons talk Let them whisper in my ear I’ve spent too long trying to outrun them Like I could make em disappear They won’t! [Chorus] So I’ll take my demons with me Let them follow where I go Let them scream until they’re hoarse I’ll still step into the unknown I don’t need to kill the fear I don’t need to make it disappear If they’re always gonna live inside me Then they’re fucking coming here I’m done waiting for the darkness To fade away before I start If I lose my way I’ll lose it Leading with my heart [Verse 2] I’m tired of folding like a lawn chair Just to fit inside the room Speaking like an apology Just for taking up space too I called it being quiet When I was terrified to be seen Kept cutting pieces off myself And called it keeping the peace Yeah, I overthink Yeah, I tear up everything Every clue, every word Until there’s nothing left to believe But underneath all that noise Something in me still believes GET UP! Come on demons, follow me! [Chorus] I’ll take my demons with me Let them follow where I go Let them scream until they’re hoarse I’ll still step into the unknown I don’t need to kill the fear I don’t need to make it disappear If they’re always gonna live inside me Then they’re fucking coming here I’m done waiting for the darkness To fade away before I start If I lose my way I’ll lose it Leading with my heart [Bridge] Yes I’m afraid. So what? And I'm an impostor? So fucking what! I’m done making you The reason that I leave Come along, little demons AND FUCKING GET BEHIND ME!! [Final Chorus] I’ll take my demons with me Every shadow every scar Let them howl behind my skull I’ll still go where we are I don’t need to be fearless I’ll chase away my tears If the darkness follows after I’ll still be standing here I’m done asking if I’m enough I don’t need your guarantee If I’m walking into the fire I’ll take every piece of me! And I’ll lead with my heart LEAD WITH MY HEARTTTTT!!