Never getting out of this entrapment I have allowed to own my soul never leaving this cycle of pain and pleasure this ambivalence has complete control.... Every day I am wishing and waiting for things to change pretty please even though I realize that will never happen this is the way it has to be ... so damn complicated always wanting you to stay when I know you need to leave All my days are a struggle now ones I despise trying to get through I remember brighter days before there was you you toss my emotions around like they are nothing, but trash playing games with my mind leaving it such a hot mess how can there be so many feelings yet nothing to fill this strange void I should have just kept the door shut instead of inviting you inside damn but (yes) (yes) when (oh) when you touch me in all the right places my soul gives in to you ... (0H) (OH) while I know I should be getting out caught up in this downward spiral of illusions and doubt Caught up in this toxic sickness tears of rage and lust make me want to shout Never getting out of this entrapment I have allowed to own my soul never leaving this cycle of pain and pleasure this ambivalence has complete control All my days are a struggle now ones I despise trying to get through I remember brighter days before there was you
