I wonder which version of me lives in your mind As we unearth these feelings after all this time Am I the teenager, bright-eyed and eager to start The crazy ex-girlfriend with splinters in place of a heart I feel so soft when I know you're in my city Butterfly flutters when you tell me I'm pretty God only knows what I'd do with your hand in my hand Precarious notions I can't for my life understand And I don't know Where things will take me Is this just for show Are you going to break me Turn things over like a coin in my hand Chance reconnection we couldn't have planned And I could never have imagined Coming back here How long is this road and where is it going to lead How can I possibly know how much time I'll need Why do I love all the ways you're making me feel Should I pinch myself to see if it's real And I don't know (I don't know) What am I thinking Gotta take things slow (Slow) To keep from sinking Treading so lightly - remember to breathe And maybe I'm stupid to want to believe But here I am, hanging on every word you give me I keep coming back here I can't explain these feelings Pawing at my heart and mind Desperate for meaning Any reason I can find Fumbling fraying threads Whispering in my head How will this go Is it okay not to know You are the last thing I think of when I fall asleep I wonder how easy it was to break into my dreams And I don't know (I don't know) Where things will take me Is this all for show Is this going to break me Counting down minutes and seconds each day Waiting for word you're heading my way Can't wait to tumble into your arms and say Thanks for coming back here