Honor Roll Zero Self Control (Claire POV) - goth raw

[Verse 1]
I’m top of my class, I know how to behave
But I forget all my rules when he says my name
Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin
And I keep letting him pull me in
His lap is my favorite chair
Fingers running through my hair
Designer skirt hitched up around my waist
Kiss me again, I love the taste
Luxury daughter living in sin
Paradise against your skin
[Pre-Chorus]
Library lights turn into neon haze
Every lecture fades when he looks my way
I should be studying formulas and plans
Instead I’m forgetting what I understand
He laughs like he knows I’m already gone
Like I’ve been his weakness all along
[Chorus]
I’m top of my class, I know how to behave
But I forget all my rules when he says my name
Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin
And I keep letting him pull me in
I tell myself it’s just a phase I’ll outgrow
But I don’t leave when I know I should go
Honor roll girl with a zero control
And he’s the reason I lose my hold
[Verse 2]
Sneaking through campus in borrowed light
His hoodie on me like a stolen night
We talk in whispers we don’t need to explain
Like every secret feels less like shame
He’s not the type I was raised to chase
No polished world, no inherited grace
But he looks at me like I’m something real
Not a name I was trained to feel
And I correct his notes while he corrects my breath
Like I’m one bad decision away from a mess
[Pre-Chorus]
My phone buzzes with expectations and rules
But I’m busy forgetting I’m supposed to be cool
He leans in close like he already knows
I was never built for letting go
[Chorus]
I’m top of my class, I know how to behave
But I forget all my rules when he says my name
Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin
And I keep letting him pull me in
His lap is my favorite chair
Fingers running through my hair
I swear I came here just to help him pass
Now I’m the one who’s slipping fast
Luxury daughter living in sin
Paradise against your skin
[Bridge]
If they saw me now, they wouldn’t believe
The girl with perfect grades on her knees
Not for prayer, not for fate
But for the way he says “stay”
I should stop, I should leave this place
But I memorize every line on his face
And I don’t even try to pretend
That I want this to end
[Final Chorus]
I’m top of my class, I know how to behave
But I forget all my rules when he says my name
Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin
And I keep letting him pull me in
Honor roll girl with a zero control
And he’s the reason I lose my hold
I should walk away, I should know better by now
But I never do when he’s around

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[Verse 1] I’m top of my class, I know how to behave But I forget all my rules when he says my name Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin And I keep letting him pull me in His lap is my favorite chair Fingers running through my hair Designer skirt hitched up around my waist Kiss me again, I love the taste Luxury daughter living in sin Paradise against your skin [Pre-Chorus] Library lights turn into neon haze Every lecture fades when he looks my way I should be studying formulas and plans Instead I’m forgetting what I understand He laughs like he knows I’m already gone Like I’ve been his weakness all along [Chorus] I’m top of my class, I know how to behave But I forget all my rules when he says my name Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin And I keep letting him pull me in I tell myself it’s just a phase I’ll outgrow But I don’t leave when I know I should go Honor roll girl with a zero control And he’s the reason I lose my hold [Verse 2] Sneaking through campus in borrowed light His hoodie on me like a stolen night We talk in whispers we don’t need to explain Like every secret feels less like shame He’s not the type I was raised to chase No polished world, no inherited grace But he looks at me like I’m something real Not a name I was trained to feel And I correct his notes while he corrects my breath Like I’m one bad decision away from a mess [Pre-Chorus] My phone buzzes with expectations and rules But I’m busy forgetting I’m supposed to be cool He leans in close like he already knows I was never built for letting go [Chorus] I’m top of my class, I know how to behave But I forget all my rules when he says my name Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin And I keep letting him pull me in His lap is my favorite chair Fingers running through my hair I swear I came here just to help him pass Now I’m the one who’s slipping fast Luxury daughter living in sin Paradise against your skin [Bridge] If they saw me now, they wouldn’t believe The girl with perfect grades on her knees Not for prayer, not for fate But for the way he says “stay” I should stop, I should leave this place But I memorize every line on his face And I don’t even try to pretend That I want this to end [Final Chorus] I’m top of my class, I know how to behave But I forget all my rules when he says my name Straight A’s on paper, disaster in skin And I keep letting him pull me in Honor roll girl with a zero control And he’s the reason I lose my hold I should walk away, I should know better by now But I never do when he’s around

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