✨🐙 Lyrics by CalamariDreams 🐙✨ ⸻ [Verse 1] I know it’s been a while, since you seen me smile The days are just too long, I barely been holdin on Goin through the motion, drownin in this ocean Of never ending illusions, dressed up as devotion Thinkin they love is fo real, got me poppin these pills Chasin a numb kinda feel, but it never sit still Every high got a cost, now I’m left payin every bill [Pre-Chorus] Swear I cut you off clean But you run through my bloodstream [Chorus] Ooo just when I thought it would be over You pull me out, won’t let me get no closer And every time I’m close to letting it go You bring me back just so I can lose control Ooo baby i was almost free from your weight But you keep me locked in your same mistakes Tryna leave but you keep comin’ closer Yeah you won’t let me get no closure [Verse 2] I been fakin bein okay, just to get me through the day Got me playin both sides, just to keep the pain away Movin like I’m fine but I’m just lost in real time All these pretty ass lies got me blurrin every line Thinkin you the only fix, now I’m hooked on every hit Say you love me through the lows but you never really did Every time I break away, you just pull me back again Now I’m drownin in your waves, like I never learned to swim [Pre-Chorus] Swear I cut you off clean But you run through my bloodstream [Chorus] Ooo I see it, now it’s never really over You drag me down, every time I get closure And every time I swear I’ll let you go You twist me up till I don’t know my soul Ooo baby cant believe I’m still carryin your weight And you keep me tied inside your same mistakes Tryna run but you keep gettin closer Yeah you leave me open with no closure [Bridge] Say it’s the last time, I don’t even mean it Every time you call, I already feel it Tryna cut the line but I’m still fiendin Know it’s killin me, but I keep leanin [Chorus] Ooo guess i know baby it won’t be over You live in me, no I can’t get no closer And every time I try to let you go I give it up, let you take control Ooo baby I’m dying, stuck under your weight And I keep fallin into your same mistakes Tried to leave but I just pulled you closer Yeah I gave up ever gettin closure
