[Male Lead] Yeah… void skull... There were nights I didn't recognize myself anymore. I was still standing… But only just. [Choir - distant, breathy] Hold on… Hold on… [Male Lead] I almost went insane. [VERSE 1 - intimate male vocal] I put my life back together piece by piece, Trying to find a little room to breathe. Weight on my shoulders, thoughts in my head, Three in the morning, wide awake in my bed. Bills on the table, fear at the door, Wondering how much one heart can endure. Then my phone lit up with a voice from before, Offering everything I don't want anymore. For a moment I remembered that road, Quick money, fast nights, carrying that load. But every scar started calling my name, And I looked up to heaven through all of the pain. [Male Lead] Lord… You know where I've been. You saw every battle I was fighting within. I'm starting again, Don't let me fall away. [Choir - soft answer] Stay… Stay… [Male Lead] I need You today. [VERSE 2 - deeper vocal, gentle trap groove] I know what it feels like when the money gets low, When the people you trusted suddenly don't show. When the old life whispers, "Come back tonight," Like the wrong road somehow became the right. But I've seen that ending, I know that pain. I know what it costs When you live for the gain. So I'm planting my feet, I'm rebuilding slow. Maybe I don't have much, But I know where I'll go. No chains on my heart, No fear in my sleep. No money is worth Losing all of my peace. I just want to live, I just want to be free. God gave me another chance… I've still got love to give. [PRE-CHORUS 2 - choir answers each phras] [Male Lead] When my faith got weak— [Choir] We prayed for you. [Male Lead] When my eyes couldn't see— [Choir] He stayed with you. [Male Lead] When I thought I was lost— [Choir] He carried you. [Male Lead] And when I couldn't speak… You already knew. [CHORUS - bigger choir, stronger drums] [Male Lead] I almost went insane, Too many voices running through my brain. I was one step from losing who I am, Then heaven reached down And took me by the hand. [Choir] You carried me… You carried me… [Male Lead] When I couldn't see the light, You stayed with me through every lonely night. Lord, please help me, I'm calling out Your name. [Choir - full harmony] You are not alone… [Male Lead] I almost went insane. [BRIDGE - drums disappear, piano + organ only] [Raplover vocal lead switch-Rap] [Beat stops] [Tension builds with loud bass&drum] Yhea... They call me... Raplover... I was down on my knees, had nowhere to run, Couldn't see through the clouds, couldn't feel the sun, Had a war in my chest that I fought on my own, Till I heard that small voice say, "You're never alone." I was fixing my life, tryna get myself straight, Smile on my face, but I'm hiding the weight, Lying in my bed, got my thoughts on attack, Tryna leave shit behind, but it keeps coming back. Then my phone rang, old life calling again, Promising me peace but it came with chains, Same lies, same traps, tryna pull me away, But I prayed to the Lord, "Don't let me betray Everything You been building inside of my soul, I'm a mess, I'm a sinner, but You make me whole." Lord, You know me, You know what I hide, You see every tear that I keep deep inside, When the world sees a smile, You see what I face, Still You welcome me back, still You give me grace. I almost went insane, I was losing my mind, Couldn't tell what was real, couldn't leave shit behind, But Your Word was a lamp when I couldn't see clear, And Your love was the reason I'm still standing here. You carried me when I couldn't stand, When I lost my way, You still held my hand, I was close to the edge, couldn't handle the pain, But You breathed hope in me, brought me back again. Holy, holy, all glory to the King, Even deep in the valley, I still hear angels sing, I was lost in the dark, You were lighting the way, When I had nothing left, You still taught me to pray. Wait... I ain't saying I'm perfect, I still stumble and fall, But the blood of the Lamb paid the price for it all, I got dirt on my past, got some scars on my name, But Your mercy keeps washing me clean from the shame. Who am I that You love me? Who am I that You care? When I couldn't find You, You were already there, Before I knew Your name, You were calling my own, Even far from Your house, I was never alone. When my mind said, "Give up," I got down and I prayed, Asked the Lord for the strength for another new day, No gold, no fame could ever take Your place, I'd rather walk with You than run from Your grace. I almost went insane, but You kept me alive, Through the nights I was broken, You helped me survive, Now my hands to the heavens, let the whole choir sing, I was saved by His mercy, I'm alive through the King. Yhea... All praise to the Father, All praise to the Son, All praise to the Spirit, Three in One. Raplover... Still here by His grace. Amen.
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