i have to stay hidden keep it locked inside push it further down so that it never sees light unable to obtain i shouldn't feel this way these feelings i cant show might be the death of me holding on by a thread never will it be said never mind cant confide in someone like you never thought i'd find someone like you only surface level okay deep down slowly dying cuz i never knew there was someone like you until there was someone like you i disguise the grimace watching you walk away smile just to subside passions i cast aside emotions that get wrecked since i am forced to lie what you see says im fine even though i cannot try falling into despair while you dont know i care i promise to get over this hostile takeover breaking down as i cry no one even knows why the sky burns black tonight drowning under no moonlight i hold onto control can not ever let go never mind cant confide in someone like you never thought i'd find someone like you only surface level okay deep down slowly dying cuz i never knew there was someone like you until there was someone like you