You threw me out before I breathed, Left me crying to the walls and grief. I learned the world without your name, A broken start you never tried to claim. I grew up starving for a voice, You vanished like I was a choice. Where the hell were you when I needed air ? You made a ghost and left her there. You let me drown in every fear, Pretending I was never here. I'm nothing you could steer ! You lit a rage that won't veer ! You came back years too late to care, Acting sorry by all the damage there. But you don't get to speak of pain, You built the girl who walks with rage in her veins. Your shadow never earned its place, You are the void behind my face. Where the hell were you when I needed air ? You made a ghost and left her there. You let me drown in every fear, Pretending I was never here. I'm nothing you could steer ! You lit a rage that won't veer ! Don't call it fate, don't call it flaws, This ruin comes from what you caused. I rose and bled alone, You don't get credit for a single bone. Where the hell were you when the nights tore skin ? You left me outside, never let me in. You carved a hollow you never filled, A child abandoned, not a bond you killed. If I am ruin, it's from your crime, And I won't break for you this time.
