
Ash on the Mistletoe
Snow drifts on a quiet town, every window glowing warm except the place he lays down. He’s wrapped in layers of soft regret, a man reborn, yet the past still cuts like cold steel on the breath. He places gifts on porches, tied with trembling hands, hoping kindness might outshine the blood in old demands. But each door cracks just enough to whisper “no, not tonight…” and he feels the weight of every sin beneath the pale moonlight. The bells ring out, but not for him, they echo like the ghosts of choices carved into his skin. He brings the town a Christmas hope they never want to know— and though he’s changed, the memories still shadow every glow. The carols rise, but he stands alone… with nothing left but ash on the mistletoe. He walks the streets like a faded verse, a story once monstrous now rewritten but forever cursed. Children point with frightened eyes, and he lowers his head, remembering the price of past lives. He isn’t asking for forgiveness, just a chance to give the world a gentler Christmas. He leaves a wreath of evergreen at the chapel’s battered door, a silent vow that he’ll harm no one anymore. The snow keeps falling like it knows… he’s trying hard to be someone no one believes he chose. The bells ring out, but not for him, they echo all the warnings traced where old scars dim. He carries warmth in shaking hands he once used to destroy— a stranger to the joy he’s trying desperately to deploy. The choir swells, but he’s still alone… with nothing left but ash on the mistletoe. “Maybe kindness still counts even if the world won’t see…” He places one last gift beneath the town’s old cedar tree. [guitars begin to roar then drop] No note attached, no claim of name— just a small carved bird reborn from shame. The bells ring out, but he walks on, his shadow long but his darkness finally gone. They may never take his hand, they may never understand— yet he chooses light in every breath of falling snow. If this is all he gets, he’ll still let kindness grow. And he disappears into the morning glow… leaving only ash on the mistletoe.

