I did it all wrong It took so many sleepless nights It took so long I hid it in my mind Where no one else could reach it Where it's too hard to find I've tried it all, believe me To ignore you To mislead you I've tried it all, you see I've tried it all, you see Heavy breathing in the hallway Hands on the door, but I won't fold If you want this, come and say it I'm right here, but I'm not yours to hold Heavy breathing in the hallway Count to three, then watch me rise You can come for what you wanted But you'll have to take it from my eyes I did it all wrong I kept pretending I was fine For far too long I buried every word Until the silence started screaming And every thought was heard I've tried it all, believe me To ignore you To mislead you I've tried it all, you see Heavy breathing in the hallway Hands on the door, but I won't fold If you want this, come and say it I'm right here, but I'm not yours to hold Heavy breathing in the hallway Count to three, then watch me rise You can come for what you wanted But you'll have to take it from my eyes Don't knock Don't call Don't tell me That you know me at all I've been hiding I've been waiting I've been breaking While you're standing at the door No more running No more lying No more trying To become somebody else If you want me Come and face me Come and take me As I am I am still here I am still here I am still here breathing in the hallway Hands on the door, but I won't fold If you want this, come and say it I'm right here, but I'm not yours to hold Heavy breathing in the hallway Count to three, then watch me rise You can come for what you wanted But you'll have to take it from my eyes Heavy breathing in the hallway Now the door is open wide You can come and face the fire But you can't get what's inside.
