✧ 𝒾’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ… 𝒾 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 ⋆｡𖦹°‧🫥 ✧ (intro)

[intro] hello…? can you hear me…? I’ve been trying to sound like myself again… but it comes out different… [verse 1] woke up in a room too white sunlight spilling, but it don’t feel right mirror says my face is mine but something’s off behind my eyes… soft sheets twisted at my feet like I fought with dreams in my sleep I trace my name across the glass just to see if it still lasts… [pre-chorus] I know this body… I know this skin… so why does everything feel borrowed…? [chorus] I’m still here… I think… but I don’t feel like me my voice sounds far away like it’s underwater when I speak… I’m still here… I think… somewhere underneath all the versions I became just so you would look at me… [verse 2] old perfume still on my clothes smells like someone I used to know photos blurred at all the seams like my life got lost in dreams… I keep reaching for myself on shelves, in songs, in somewhere else every little thing feels thin like I could tear right through my skin… [pre-chorus 2] I laugh, but it sounds delayed… like somebody else pressed play… [chorus] I’m still here… I think… but I don’t feel like me my heart still beats the same so why’s it harder just to breathe…? I’m still here… I think… fading at the seams trying not to disappear inside somebody else’s dream… [bridge] if I peel it back… layer by layer… would there be anything left…? or did I leave myself in some room I never went back to…? (quiet breath) I can’t remember… [outro – whispered / tape hiss] hello…? is anybody there…? I’m still here… …I think…