[Doughboy Productions] [choir] [record scratch] [verse] Hear that alarm clock, hear that sound it pops Out of bed to the shower then writing for 8 hours Try not to end up all sour when I bring something that just feels like dour, I seen gains saw the ghosts start to cower. When I had more time not in the hours when I had some vision like it was a power. When I had some ignition. At this point it’s like a tradition I write it out then get stuck in all sorts of revisions Then back to square one with the vision. I feel like I’m stuck in a loop like Groundhog, just listen. [hook] I had a plan for something that is real Great hooks that land Still no album fulfilled Still hard to stand but bars, run of the mill [verse] Can’t even remember why I started to write It was late in December the cold that bites My mind went through the blender late at night [FX] Regret you bet I just can’t let the past go So many things that I broke more than the mold I wish I could rewind this time I wouldn't fold I know you mean well, don’t mean to scold I had a bill of goods, and it was sold I lost the thing that made me feel whole Cuts to the bone when you’re alone and you can’t live with others Cuts to the bone when you hard as stone and don’t wanna see your brothers When you don’t want to see other people and you silently suffer [hook] I had a plan for something that is real Great hooks that land Still no album fulfilled Still hard to stand but bars, run of the mill I know the feeling when your thoughts are always drilling, they won’t stop You don’t belong and you silly yeah really, we all from the same crop and bring the same thoughts they brought from doubts that rot the feeling of the distraught. Gotta clean it up like a mop You keep going like strolling always stoic never folding [hook] I had a plan for something that is real Great hooks that land Still no album fulfilled Still hard to stand but bars, run of the mill [speaking] Doubts will arise even with this prize, but the size doesn't matter you can always surmise that you will rise when you find the strength for a final reprise.