【🌙J&M】 Anyone, But You

It could’ve been anyone Anyone at all Just someone warm enough To hold me when I fall It didn’t have to be you That’s what I said But you were standing there Inside my restless head Love always scared me Still I wanted more Twice the affection Knocking at your door You can’t receive love If you don’t let it through I knew that But I still ran from you It could’ve been anyone Anyone but you If all I needed Was something to get me through But you saw all of me The parts I try to hide And now I’m standing here With nowhere left to slide You understood me Every broken line Took all the chaos And called it mine I was happy I was terrified Is this love Or just a place to hide When I doubted us I hurt you slow Saying “it’s nothing” But you would know It could’ve been anyone Anyone at all If warmth was all I needed To answer when I call But you held everything I didn’t want to see And loving you Meant facing me Please understand The mess I am I’m not much good At steady hands Now I know It’s true I’m not okay Without you It could’ve been anyone That’s what I said But you were the only one Inside my head If love is letting go Of who I used to be Then maybe loving you Is loving me It could’ve been anyone That’s what I said But you were the only one Inside my head If love is letting go Of who I used to be Then why does losing you Still burn in me It could’ve been anyone… But it was you And I’m still On fire For you