It’s just one of those days

It’s just one of those days that I wanna say fuck a mother fuck fuck fuck a motherfucker feeling in pain driving me insane what you thinking about I’m not thinking I’m just staring out in the distance exiting my body because I don’t want to think right now. Fuck about everything that’s going on. I don’t have a kid today so I don’t need to think today fuck this shit I wanna take a nap but I look around and my house looks like crap. I wanna scrub it. A rubber dove it dye my hair go to the massage place get a massage. Pay them some money give them a tip. Pay on my bills and say I’m done but instead fuck my shit i’m a grump so that’s why I try and hide and give myself some alone time so I don’t have to come back the next day and say I’m sorry for being such a bitch. I’d rather be quiet than throw a fucking riot like I said it’s just one of those days that my name is Shay. If you don’t know yet then you need a protective net man. I’m so tired. I just wanna be on my period alone not have to answer to anybody. This is the time. I don’t answer my phone again. I just wanna be alone.