[Intro] [Verse 1] I wake up and don't want to do anything Don’t know why I'm even still living here Chain on my throat, starting to suffocate Still feeling empty inside I say I’m fine, but just know I'm not Little cracks in my mask My mind screams “Please don't go!” But my mouth says something else [Pre-Chorus] I hate myself and everything about me But I wanna know what love feels like I'm just too scared to let it happen... Every scar in my soul, keeps on calling out to me: "Don't you dare! They'll only hurt you..." [Chorus] My emotions are going wild, I don't know whats right whats wrong... My mind keeps yelling at me "Don't you fucking let it show!" I talk to much and suddenly go quite Because I don't know my own feelings anymore I'm inside a whirlwind of emotions I'm scared of falling in love Because my heart took too much... [Don't let me fall, and if you do, don't let me go...] [Verse 2] I wish sometimes I could just hurt myself... If I disappear one day, No one will even know I feel like I'm not enough once again... When I talk to my friends I maybe put on a mask So no one will see me suffer And everyone will think that I'm fine But inside my soul I crumble and maybe die... [Pre-Chorus] I hate myself and everything about me But I wanna know what love feels like I'm just too scared to let it happen... Every scar in my soul, keeps on calling out to me "Don't you dare! They'll only hurt you..." [Chorus] My emotions are going wild, I don't know whats right whats wrong... My mind keeps yelling at me "Don't you fucking let it show!" I talk to much and suddenly go quite Because I don't know my own feelings anymore I'm inside a whirlwind of emotions I'm scared of falling in love Because my heart took too much... [Don't let me fall, and if you do, don't let me go...] [Bridge -violin play] If you look a little closer you can see the mask I put on myself I might break when you see the real 'me' And if you still stay after that.... I might think you really stay with me I hate my emotions I hate my live But I know I can't leave right now... Maybe there are still some people who need me? [Final Chorus] My emotions are going wild, I don't know whats right whats wrong... My mind keeps yelling at me "Don't you fucking let it show!" I talk to much and suddenly go quite Because I don't know my own feelings anymore I'm inside a whirlwind of emotions I'm scared of falling in love Because my heart took too much... [Don't let me fall, and if you do, don't let me go...]
