I just wanna scream

( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) I bit my lip, tripped on a thought, Lost the plot I never bought Spilled my coffee, blamed the cup, Laughed so hard I almost fought With the wall, with the floor, With the voice inside my skull She says “chill” I say “L-O-L” Then I scream into a null I talk too fast, I think too loud My brain’s a circus, not a crowd I nod, I smile, I overdo I said “I’m fine” times thirty-two ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) I just wanna scream, scream, scream it clean Shake the stress outta my teeth, if you know what I mean AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! I just wanna scream, flip the script, blow steam Tie my worries in a knot then untangle the scene AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! I just wanna scream, AAAAAA! let it ricochet Say it seven ways sideways in a second a day I just wanna scream, yeah!, don’t be alarmed It’s cheaper than therapy and twice as charming AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! YEAH! ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) I overthink breakfast, underthink sleep Promise myself secrets I forget to keep I trip on words like slippery soap Said “cope” then choked on the hope of cope I rhyme by accident, pun by mistake Laugh at my joke ‘cause my joke’s first-rate If chaos had a dress, I’d wear it proud With mismatched socks and a grin too loud I talk to myself like “girl, behave,” Then argue back like “absolutely not, brave,” I plan my life, then I blink, then boom, I forgot why I walked into the room. ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) I just wanna scream, scream, scream it out Twist my tongue into pretzels, shouty-whisper-shout AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! I just wanna scream, make the nonsense sing If my thoughts were a choir, they’d all do their own thing AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! I just wanna scream (HA!), laugh in between Trip over syllables, land on a meme AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! I just wanna scream, yeah, that’s the dream Polite on the outside, feral unseen AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! YEAH! ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) Silly little spirals spinning in my speech Chattery battery mind never outta reach If I stutter, flutter, mutter — that’s my style Tangled thoughts tap-dance, trip, then smile ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) I just wanna scream, not in fear, just flair Shake the static out my soul, toss it in the air AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! And I just wanna scream — yeah, hear me be A walking talking tangle of glee and anxiety AAAAAA!—I just wanna scream! And I just wanna scream, not sad, not mean, Shake it out, spell it wrong, feel extreme ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° ) I just wanna scream! (Scream!) AAAAAA! I just wanna scream! (Scream!) AAAAAA! I just wanna scream! (Scream!) AAAAAA! I just wanna scream! (Scream!) AAAAAA! I just wanna scream! (Scream!) ( ° ⁐ °)( ° ⁐ ° )(° ⁐ ° )