LIES x Lied to Myself

(No more lies, no more lies) No more lies, no more lies I’m too numb to live like this (No more lies, no more lies) I can’t take another hit You lied to me but I lied to myself That you just weren't being yourself Gave you excuses for the things that you said (Even though they'll forever be stuck in my head ) Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie I keep asking what you won’t say You keep turning your face away (I know when you’re not being real ) I feel it every time you speak You say you need me by your side But you never ask if I’m alright (You keep me here by pulling strings) Then blame me when I try to leave Was- starved- of- love- waiting for you to give a-god- damn- crumb- I lost myself, don’t even recognize who I’ve become If my DAUGHTER was treated this way I’d tell- her- to- RUN..!!!! (that’s when I knew the cycle needed to be done) Lie lie lie lie lie lie You don’t want me strong or free You just don’t want to lose control of me I held on longer than I should (You took the best of what you could) I can't live to just exist - to just survive You leave out the part you kept me barely alive!!... You beg me stay, but ask me why If loving you is how I die... Got your hand around my throat - just set me free Can't let you fill my fucking soul with hate Cause those two little girls are looking up to me Of what love is and what they should tolerate Lie lie lie lie lie lie No more lies, no more lies (I won't beg you for the truth) No more lies, no more lies I’m too numb to live like this No more lies, no more lies I can’t take another hit No more lies, no more lies If I stay I’ll die inside No more No more lie lie lies