Do It Again (Final Remix)

Grabbing the gun on the floor Taking my aim and i pour Bringing the pain when I soar Till i get drained and im bored Im Robbing the rich like im poor Cause im so sick of this bitch at my core Im losing it quick im at war With thoughts so sick that i battled before So im Breaking my brain like a door Knock knock Let the devil in Knock knock Im irrelevant Hot shot Never settle in Take shots For the hell of it Im a bomb shell But im better than A veteran Training my brain to be better Said to my head imma let her Float like a feather Sting like a bee Burn like a letter Down like a tree Done it forever Whats it to me? Never get anxious Never get scared When i go ape shit Better prepare Im gonna make it Here to there Won't forsake it Came in bare Now i got motive Now i got drive Out in the open Crashing my ride If the doors not open Cause I will not stop this time! Be prepared when i come in Dont act scared ive never been One for murder but i might Fucking hurt her if she fights I'll just serve her what is right Passing my drink to the right Only escape when I write Not doing great that's alright Dumping the drink to ignite Lighting the wick like I might Blow this shit to kingdom come! Fuck what you heard its absurd Filling my mouth with your words Tried to be nice here at first Just to be smitten and burned! That's on me alright okay I gave you trust I'll take away I'll call your bluff and fuckin say Its time to set the record straight! Said it before and i'll say it again I cant afford to let her back in Put up the boards and hammered them in But I Know in my core id do it again! Doing the best that i can Cry like a bitch when i cant Fight like a bitch when i stand up Won't stand down I cant stop Im too loud Feeling the fear Feeling the pain I need a beer I need a day Gotta stay clear So it'll fade But it appears Im not okay Let me just think now I'll breathe in and breathe out I need to just calm down But calm now is not me To calm down is past me Cause I fell down so casually I called out don't catch me Your arms out dont catch me I must learn To catch me! Time is of the essence But essentially im dead I get nervous from your presence When presenting me the head Of another mental person Who was openly upset That you severed at the surface And defiled while its dead What im said is that you're fucking crazy And thats what I really meant Cause I was looking for a purpose But a purpose wasn't met Only trauma at the surface Now I only have regret So Imma head out Wont look back Taking ten shots And a twelve pack Stuffed down In my backpack With a Flashlight And a knapsack With a cap on And my hood back I'll peace out As my last act Running for my life Running from the cops Running from your knife Never end up caught So imma stay down And stay true Cause my head pounds No thanks to you Actually all thanks to you Im grateful you Didn't make me weak I had to learn To grow to leave I had to learn To show my teeth To fight when weak I Had to learn to trust myself I Had to learn to love myself To Help myself To Give myself some time I Had to learn to stay alive And I would do it ten times If it meant I Came up strong And stood tall When I hurt most And I felt small So thank you You fuckin bitch You made me So fuckin rich With self hate That I built myself A new state A new place A new home With a new face Got A new heart And A new brain One without hurt Without pain So to tell you the truth Id do it again