[VERSE 1 — sparse piano, fragile vocals] I'm not okay Life is too hard All I see is grey And it feels like a shard Oh... I'm just trying... I'm just dragging... Myself... On the floor [VERSE 2 — piano grows darker, vocals begin to strain] My head feels too heavy And my body takes flight I want to feel steady But the end is out of sight I'm losing the thread Of the words in my head There's so much to feel But I feel nothing instead [PRE-CHORUS — rising piano, building vocal intensity] And I try to explain But it comes out all wrong I've been holding the weight I've been holding it too long Can somebody hear me Beneath all this noise? I'm screaming inside But I don't have a voice [CHORUS — explosive piano, heavy belted vocals, full drums and distorted guitars] I'm so tired of fighting the air Of pretending I'm fine when I'm barely still there I've got a heart that won't quiet down And a mind that keeps dragging me under the ground I keep reaching for something to hold But my hands come back empty, my blood running cold I'm still here, but I don't know how I'm just trying to survive myself somehow [VERSE 3 — drums drop out, low and weary vocals] The days bleed together The nights never end I keep saying "I'm fine" Like a prayer I pretend There's a stranger inside me Wearing my face And I'm watching her stumble Through the life I can't trace [PRE-CHORUS — piano and strings build, vocals crack with emotion] And I try to be stronger I try to be kind But I'm running on nothing With a storm in my mind Can somebody hear me Before I fade out? I don't need the answers I just need it out [CHORUS — heavier, layered vocals, pounding piano] I'm so tired of fighting the air Of pretending I'm fine when I'm barely still there I've got a heart that won't quiet down And a mind that keeps dragging me under the ground I keep reaching for something to hold But my hands come back empty, my blood running cold I'm still here, but I don't know how I'm just trying to survive myself somehow [BRIDGE — soft, intimate vocals over delicate piano, gradually building] Oh... I'm just trying... I'm just dragging... Myself... On the floor... [FINAL CHORUS — maximum vocal intensity, crashing piano and distorted guitars] I'm so tired of fighting the air! There's a thousand things wrong and nobody's there! I've got a heart that won't quiet down And a mind that keeps tearing my insides out I keep reaching for something to hold While the world keeps moving and I'm turning cold I'm still here, but I don't know how I'm just trying to survive myself somehow [OUTRO — everything cuts to a single, soft piano]
