(Verse 1) Another day behind these walls I built myself The lock turns easier than asking for help Silence knows my guilt better than anyone I swear I'm safer when everybody's gone I watch the phone... then turn away Want someone here... but not today Every step toward me feels like a threat Every goodbye leaves another regret (Pre-Chorus) I keep one foot inside the fire One foot running from the light Every answer contradicts The war I'm losing every night (Chorus) Tell me to breathe... then leave me alone Don't let me disappear when I say "go home" I wear indifference like a second skin But it's only hiding everything within Push you away... then hate the space Searching for comfort with nobody to blame I'm my own prison... my own defense Living inside this delusional indifference (Verse 2) Every mirror tells a different lie One says fight, another says hide My head keeps changing with the weather inside I don't know which version of me survives I'm tired of hurting everyone I know Still terrified of letting go I built these walls to keep me safe Now I'm buried underneath their weight (Bridge) If I disappear... would anyone know? If you reached for me... would I let go? Every scar's another sealed-off room Every heartbeat echoes through the gloom (Breakdown) Leave... Stay... Don't... Wait... I DON'T KNOW WHAT I MEAN ANYMORE! (Final Chorus) Tell me to breathe... then leave me alone Don't let me disappear when I say "go home" I wear indifference like a second skin It's never been the truth beneath I scream "I'm fine" while falling apart Drawing a map through a shattered heart If I ever find my way back again Will someone still be there... ...when this silence ends?
