[Verse 1] The room is getting smaller Every wall is closing in I've been having conversations With the chaos underneath my skin Every thought becomes an echo Every echo becomes a wave And I'm getting tired of fighting The same battle every day I lose hours, I lose sleep I lose pieces of myself I meant to keep [Chorus] I'm trying to keep my head above the water But the current keeps pulling me down I'm trying to find the person I was before Everything started coming undone I'm standing on the edge again Looking for a way back in Before I disappear Before I disappear [Verse 2] The mirror knows my secrets It keeps them where I can't hide Every version of tomorrow Feels a thousand miles away tonight And everybody says keep moving Like it's easy when you're numb Like they know what it feels like When your only hope comes undone I lose focus, I lose ground I keep searching for something I've never found [Chorus] I'm trying to keep my head above the water But the current keeps pulling me down I'm trying to find the person I was before Everything started coming undone I'm standing on the edge again Looking for a way back in Before I disappear Before I disappear [Bridge] Wake me up If there's still something left worth saving Wake me up Before the silence starts changing me Wake me up I don't want to become Another name I barely recognize [vocal scream] I'm still here! Beneath the weight of it all I'm still here! Waiting for something to call me home I'm still here! Somewhere under the lies I'm still here! I'm still here! [Chorus] I'm trying to keep my head above the water But the current's finally letting go Maybe the person I was isn't gone Maybe they're just harder to find I'm standing on the edge again But this time I won't give in I won't disappear I won't disappear [Outro] I won't disappear Not this time
