[Verse 1] Pitch-dark room I can’t see my hands Crying so hard My throat feels sand Christmas night Turned into a bruise I was right there And I still lost you You were so close Room air held still My heart went wild Then I got chilled [Pre-Chorus] I heard your voice Again and again I stared at the screen And let it ring, then My mouth went dry My knees went weak I chose the door I couldn’t speak [Chorus] I ran away I ran away (Why did I run?) I ran away Now I can’t call Now I can’t answer (I’m such a mess) Now I can’t answer Endless tears Endless tears (Still in the dark) Endless tears [Verse 2] Your room, your face My frozen skin That almost-kiss Still burns within I hate myself For being scared For all those words I never shared You kept calling Text after text I watched them fall And left them next New Year’s lights Glow in the street But here in me There’s no heartbeat [Pre-Chorus] I know you tried I know you cared I hid so deep Then disappeared The clock keeps moving The town sings loud I’m locked in black Inside the crowd [Chorus] I ran away I ran away (Why did I run?) I ran away Now I can’t call Now I can’t answer (I’m such a mess) Now I can’t answer Endless tears Endless tears (Still in the dark) Endless tears [Bridge] If I could go back I’d hold my breath I’d say your name Instead of death But midnight comes And I’m still here With bitter shame And freezing fear So I just cry And cry and cry Till morning breaks And passes by [Final Chorus] I ran away I ran away (Why did I run?) I ran away Now I can’t call Now I can’t answer (I’m such a mess) Now I can’t answer Endless tears Endless tears (Still in the dark) Endless tears Endless tears Endless tears (Black room, black year) Endless tears
