[Intro: Instrumental — eerie ska groove with hollow guitar upstrokes, low bass rumble, soft synth swirl] [Verse 1:] I laugh but the joke feels wrong Another day just dragging on Clock hands spin but never land Like time’s a thief I can’t withstand [Pre-Chorus:] Overthinking every breath Dancing close to the edge of depth Fake a smile, pretend I’m fine But I’m losing track inside my mind [Chorus: Tempo shift — heavy rock beat, crushing guitars explode] Spinning in this black hole state Existence feels like second rate Screaming questions to the sky Why am I here? Who am I? Existential dread’s my favorite lie [Post-Chorus:] (Ooh-oh) Floating where the answers fade (Ooh-oh) Lost inside the mess I made [Verse 2: Back to ska groove — nervous bounce, twitchy energy] I scroll, but the void just grows Pixels feeding what I don’t know Everyone’s got a perfect face While I spiral in empty space [Pre-Chorus:] Paralyzed by maybe’s weight Overthinking every fate Spin the wheel, roll the dice Searching for some solid ground tonight [Chorus: Rock beat returns] Spinning in this black hole state Existence feels like second rate Screaming questions to the sky Why am I here? Who am I? Existential dread’s my favorite lie [Break: Instrumental — slow ska interlude with echoey guitars and distant vocal whispers: "who am I…"] [Bridge: Emotional build] Maybe no one really knows Maybe we all fake control In the chaos, in the spin I might never find the end [Hook:] Existential — spinning fast Dread — but it always lasts [Chorus: Final chorus — full rock blast, maximum desperation] Spinning in this black hole state Existence feels like second rate Screaming questions to the sky Why am I here? Who am I? Existential dread’s my favorite lie [Outro: Instrumental fade — slow ska groove returns, whispering echoes of “why am I…”]
