Hot Mess

[Verse 1] Did some things today I shouldn't have done Acted out for that dumb kind of love Now it's midnight, I’m filled with regret Up late, overthinking every step Went outside, tryna feel okay Did some wild things just to numb the pain But deep down, I know it ain’t fixed Might’ve just added more to the mix [Pre-Chorus] Oh, I thought I was fine for a while Then the quiet hits and I lose that smile [Chorus] Whoa, oh no — midnight hits so hard End the day flying, then it all falls apart Self-doubt creepin’ in like a thief in the dark Can’t believe I even made it this far I'm a hot mess, yeah I confess A hot mess, nothing more, nothing less When the lights go down and I drop my guard Midnight hits so hard Yeah, midnight hits so hard [Verse 2] Now that the party’s over, I had some fun Played too much, maybe hurt someone Laughed too loud, danced too free But that high wore off, now it's just me [Pre-Chorus] Oh, the silence says what I try to ignore Guess the damage hits harder when you close the door [Chorus] Whoa, oh no — midnight hits so hard End the day flying, then it all falls apart Self-doubt creepin’ in like a thief in the dark Can’t believe I even made it this far I'm a hot mess, yeah I confess A hot mess, nothing more, nothing less When the lights go down and I drop my guard Midnight hits so hard Yeah, midnight hits so hard [Bridge] Tried to outrun the storm inside With flashing lights and reckless nights But now I'm staring at the ceiling tiles Counting all my could’ve beens in miles [Breakdown] Hot mess — yeah that’s me, no pretend Midnight truth— no more make-believe [Final Chorus] Whoa, oh no — midnight hits so hard All the glitter fades, I’m left with the marks Still standing here with a beat-up heart Can’t believe I even made it this far I'm a hot mess, yeah I confess A hot mess, and I’m doing my best When the lights go down and I drop my guard Midnight hits so hard Yeah, midnight hits so hard