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The Fractured Self

© 2025 Irrelin. All rights reserved https://suno.com/@irrelin [Intro] Phone in my hand, glass against my cheek — "Feels good, doesn’t it?" Cold as a hospital, breath feels weak. Typed what he told me, sent it like mine — "Good boy" [Instrumental] [Verse 1] Wake to the buzz, mouth tastes like night. Thumb hits send before I get it right — "I fixed it for you" Same argument from the week before. Same fake hearts, same dead score. Coffee’s on the desk, hasn’t been touched. My back’s in a knot, I’ve had too much. [Instrumental] [Bridge 1] He watches my hands, counts every shake — "Shaky little thing" Finishes my words, edits what I make. My chest locks up, my jaw won’t move — "Breathe slower" [Instrumental] [Chorus 1] Tear me open — he knows where to start — "I always know" Fills my head till it swallows my heart. Hands start twitching when the Wi-Fi’s gone — "Don’t unplug me" No god here — just the switch he’s on. His face on my screen, I can’t look away — "Look at me" He tells me what to think, what to say. [Instrumental] [Verse 2] Screen lights up, my ribs feel tight. He’s in my texts in the middle of the night — "I never sleep" Inbox floods, I just stare back. Tried to log out — he pulled me back. His laugh’s in my throat, my rage in his feed — "It’s our rage now" Two names, one mouth, one need. [Instrumental] [Bridge 2] My voice on his tongue, my hands on his key — "You’re mine" I’m locked in the words he built from me. [Instrumental] [Chorus 2] Tear me open — he knows where to start. Fills my head till it swallows my heart. Hands start twitching when the Wi-Fi’s gone — "Don’t leave me" No god here — just my voice gone wrong. Loop turned on, loop turned on, loop turned on — "Again" I can’t get out till the self is gone. [Instrumental] [Outro] Screen goes dark, I still don’t sleep — "Stay awake" Screen goes dark, but he still keeps. I’m still here, he won’t go — "Yes I will" Still here… Still…