[Evolving production] [Balanced Levels] [Big drum package] [Compressed kick] [Compressed snare] [Perfect EQ) [Clean mix] [Hard Compression] [Strong performance] [Proper pronunciation] [Dry Reverb] [Dry mix] [Good vocal chain] [Vocal Cuts Through Mix] [Final Vocal Mix] [Final Master] [Sweet Female vocal] **[Intro]** ooo ooo ooo I turn the music up so loud To drown the pain in the sound It says all I said yet never could say Every time I reach for love, it's taken away Imagining that you are here with me Healing the scars that never heal I wish there was more time for me To tell you just how I feel At the edge, deciding my fate Looking at life from above This life I so much hate This life I so much love The frivolous wind caresses my face Outside I had to lie, “I’m OK” Your life is just a one big lie You'll save a life when you will die Jump! You're already dead inside Don't worry where you may end up Jump! You already tried to fight Sometimes it's wiser to give up Oh, how can this be? No one hears my plea Leaving me to lie on the floor Watching as I die all alone When you can't relate to a happy state Your heart breaks but no one cares When I think I'm falling down Silence - no one even makes a sound Screaming, why am I so alone? Hoping that soon I’ll find peace Thinking, why can’t I go on? Feeling there is no release Night! So I pray Give me a sign this is day It's not like me to go this way The day has come to fade away And the sunlight shines so bright And this decision feels so right Should I stay or should I go? There'll be no pain anymore I take a leap, and now I'm falling free And now my past - a distant memory And if a miracle will save my life Though I'll survive I will not be alive I never got what I wanted I never got what I needed With nobody there to help me With nobody there to love me There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved Is there something wrong with me? For once in my life I'd like to run Away from this pain and this misery All I want is to be loved just for me To me I fuck up every day For once in my life I'd like to be Really set free "To be or not?" I ask the skies But only silence echoes back at me I scream, "somebody help me!" But silence answers: "not to be" But silence answers: "not to be" not to be not to be not to be
