No excuses, little cat Staring right into the mirror Seeing everything I hate Every past mistake gets clearer Wasting weekends to my fate Going out requires too much Barely crawling out of bed Fuck you for that needy touch Nothing's owed inside my head Where did your light go, little cat? Where did that energy just fall flat? I am choosing to avoid you Mirror made of shadow stains I am choosing to be toxic Wasting time as daylight drains I am choosing to take over Pretending I still have control I'm refusing to accept it This broken state inside my soul Twelve hours down, so pathetic and static Wanted so much, but my drive's apathetic It is my fault for expecting too much Taking control with this lie as my crutch Where did your light go, little cat? Where did that energy just fall flat? I am choosing to avoid you Mirror made of shadow stains I am choosing to be toxic Wasting time as daylight drains I am choosing to take over Pretending I still have control I'm refusing to accept it This broken state inside my soul
