you broke my heart, you went too far. you ripped my family apart. you wanted me for your self. you controlled me, you manipulated me and tried to turn me against my family. you used narcissistic behaviour. I loved you. I trusted you. you never really loved me. you blamed others for your mistakes. you made out my family was to blame. you were the one how turn the tables on me. we used to be in love. you made me realize you are toxic. I wanted us to work but you wanted to split me from my family . you like drama and continue with hurting me. you bite my head off, you scream at me instead of been nice. your not supportive . when I do chores you don't like the way I do them. I do lots for you, you don't appreciate what you have. you don't want me to leave but you love to be abusive. I feel alone, I can't say anything to your family. they won't believe the truth. I have knowone to go to. you have a counsellor but it only works if you tell the truth. it doesn't work if you spout lies. your a sensitive soul. you are still living in the past. you been told to not live in the past and let it go. so why don't you let it go. you will feel better. you will get rid of the sadness and hurt you caused. you need to forgive and forget you need to let go. if you don't move on you will lose the best thing you have and that's me. I want to help you but you need to help yourself. if only your counsellor knew she would be in a better place to tell you. I love you but I don't want to go around in circles. you are like a broken record. our love is in danger of being over. I'm only saying now because I hope we come through. if we don't then we must part ways. we stay together and get through. life's full of ups and downs. if we can make it together then great but if we don't I will miss you. sometimes decision making becomes hard. going left or going right. I loved you as much as I could. I love you
