Welcome to my head Come inside and take a taste Feel my pain Taste the poison The build up Strugglin is all I know, ain't a show, how I grown Bruised up blow by blow, and still, I go Pain on repeat, every step, no retreat Drive me crazy, walls closin' daily Anxiety's my company, nausea in the tummy Dizzy haze, eternal fog, mind feels dummy No trust for the masses, love I ain't graspin' Run and hide from within, lost in a spin Swirlin' thoughts invadin' brain, am I insane? Dyin', done tryin', folks conspiring, ain't no lyin' Manipulatin', peelin' back layers, my mind for hire Suckin' out my soul, a blank, burned deadly toll Empty shell, blank stare, void in the lair Heart torn, confusion reigns, lifes never fair Black and blue soul, scarred mind im blind Trapped inside, confined, till I flatline Living life Or living One more exhale til your last breath I see this world through different eyes Anxiety and pain is all i realize Fake friends and minipulative greed Drains my brain and mskes my heart bleed Soul less passion and deceptive ways Makes my mind yearn for an early grave And when my day has come and i am dead Make sure the last memory of me is good inside your head Time is fading fast with every coming year Aging, dying, and crying for all to dissapear Reaper come to me and take my hand And free my soul from this forsaken land Over my dead body your tears will fall And remember my pain once and for all A wilted rose to hide from the truth That crumbles to dust like days of my youth If you took the tine to listen to me You'll soon realize for what i see I pray for death all night and day This life on earth is hell to pay Woah Woah oh no Hope your memories are good of me Woah Woah oh no End this pain and misery Woah Woah oh no Hope your memories good of my Sleep in death and misery
