Sleeping (remake)

[slow intro buildup] ..... yeah... [verse 1] lies, deceit, hate, love, fear, stress, died twice, but these thoughts wont give me any rest... manic, wild, scared, alone, depressed, lifes so insane that i'll never be blessed... runnin' to my past with a fuckin' death wish swear to god, i'm not alright, straight fucked in the head... give me all the strength to handle this garbage, tryna learn not to give a fuck, but i rather be dead.. overwhelmed, overworked, fuck i'm overthinkin', drown this shit out, put that gun to my head, pray for peace, pull the trigger, that's the end.. ain't a fuckin' thing you can say to that shit... [chorus 1] drop it, leave it, let it go, it's all in my head, with all that i know, spiral in the deep, still get no sleep, and the thoughts that i think are sown in what i reap... pick it up, love it, fuck it, i couldn't care less what you think about shit.. sinking in the deep, let me fuckin' sleep, with these thoughts that i think still sown in what i reap... just let me fuckin' sleep... with these thoughts that i reap... [verse 2] insanity, calamity, depravity, a wish for death... suicidal thoughts, and a longing for a bullet to the head.. yeah, i know, i said what i said, i think low of myself.. you ain't gotta put me down, i don't need your help.. sit back, relax, and watch the show, goin' out with a bang cause i gotta fuckin' go... brains out on the wall, like an modern art exhibit, a mess of vivid colors, a painted mental image... sorry if this scares you, but it's how i think, if that bothers you, i don't blame you if you leave.. [chorus 2] drop it, leave it, let it go, it's all in my head, with all that i know, spiral in the deep, still get no sleep, and the thoughts that i think are sown in what i reap... pick it up, love it, fuck it, i couldn't care less what you think about shit.. sinking in the deep, let me fuckin' sleep, with these thoughts that i think still sown in what i reap... just let me fuckin' sleep... with these thoughts that i reap... [bridge] lets take a moment, and say a little prayer.. dear heavenly father, i have sinned, i plan to take my own life and never think of you again, so damn me to hell, this'll be the end, don't worry for my soul that your fallen angel will tend... [chorus final] drop it, leave it, let it go, it's all in my head, with all that i know, spiral in the deep, still get no sleep, and the thoughts that i think are sown in what i reap... pick it up, love it, fuck it, i couldn't care less what you think about shit.. sinking in the deep, let me fuckin' sleep, with these thoughts that i think still sown in what i reap... just let me fuckin' sleep... with these thoughts that i reap... [outro] oh... dear heavenly father, i have sinned... just let me fuckin' sleep... with these thoughts that i reap...