I'm a mess Somethings wrong I'll lose myself Then write a song I'll grind my teeth Until they're gone I'll pick a fight if we get along Ego death for you is everyday for me Dressed up to the nines Ones and twos and threes What's your credit score? Can you cover me? Crash out Crash out Come up Crash out Fuck these stupid bills Electricity Make me pay to live No autonomy Get me out of here I'm a celebrity Fuck these stupid pills Someone set me free Cocaine ethanol chemical synergy Monster energy Rotten strawberry Sweet toxicity Contradictory You make time for me I fade quietly Cocaine ethanol chemical synergy Monster energy Rotten strawberry Sweet toxicity Contradictory You make time for me I fade quietly I'm all messed up So dramatic Got me fucked up I'm an addict Crashout Crashout It's so tragic Self destruct then watch me panic I'll annoy you till you've had it Always on another planet Fuck this Fuck that Ugh goddamn it Why am I so fucking damaged? Cocaine Benadryl Ketamine Ecstasy I'll take anything that you give to me Without Seroquel I cant fall asleep Endless nothings is my fantasy Insecurity is destroying me My brain is eating me alive I don't think this time I'll survive Don't think that I wont try again Don't think I'll make it through the night I don't think they should be surprised Ever since birth I have wished to die I know that I'm fucking suffering I know im not fucking special I know that I'm so disgusting I know that I'm not the only one Day dream 'bout endless nothings Shrine of angels praying for the void Was my life worth corrupting? Don't recognise what I've become I might just do it again Crashout Give up No fucks Just do it again Crashout No fucks Just do it again Maybe I needed a friend Maybe you should have seen it coming
