I’m charting off course Off the beaten path Trail blazing And I’m not sure what will happen next I’ve made my way to the unknown The great expanse No rails, narrow cliff faces God I’m out here and the decision in front of me isn’t clear To go right or left I’ve made it this far and your still with me but I just want to hear Sometimes I feel deaf Could you please let me know Give me clarity If I lay out a fleece Would you reassure me Not just once but a few times Don’t get angry at me please I feel like I need a miraculous sign Because you’ve called me to lead My family and I feel like Gideon with the Israelite army Maybe I have less people under my charge than him But if there was a scale that could measure love It would likely be more than enough To compare concern With a heart’s maximum yearn Your word is a lamp to my feet A light on my path Without it I don’t know how long I can last Without You I fail to compete In this fight that I’m in I don’t know how long I can last Without you holding my hand Remind me of how close you are And I’ll regain strength again Your spirit is intertwined Like a vine wrapped around mine When I’m in the storm of life I often don’t recognize That you are holding the fabric of everything All of the time In your presence every memory fades The light of the sun pales to compare Worries of the world loose their hold and I feel lighter than air In you is the fullness of truth and grace The more I seek you, the more I find you The more I find you, the more I know you The more I know you the more I praise you And praise is a beautiful thing It magnifies the meaning of life To glorify you is to lay down my life To dedicate all that I have All that I am, my life being laid down as a living sacrifice Help me to pick up my cross and follow you If knowing you is eternal life Then what better way but to walk in your shoes Help me to live like you did To regain the pace in my race of faith Casting off what so easily entangles Sin And fix our eyes on the way the truth the life Jesus When I do I stand on the waves Water is firm I’m not afraid of the cliff face And I put one step forward And another and another When I ask for a miracle In my mind I’ve already received it So I move forward as if I believe it And have already achieved it And it is mine Peace is found Love is found I don’t need to worry about things outside of my control About tomorrow One battle at a time One victory for today One more page written in my story I’m ok with that And I’m starting to rest