[Intro] Yeah, I know I fucked up, I know I caused this mess, Got nobody to blame but myself, I confess, No excuses, just the truth, I’m a mess, Livin’ with the guilt, feelin’ the stress. [Verse 1] I woke up today, feelin’ like I’m already dead, Thoughts runnin' wild in my head, wish I could turn back instead, Every mistake I made, every lie I told, Now I’m stuck with the pain, got me feelin’ so cold, I try to forget, but the past keeps creepin’ in, Reminding me again of all the shit I did thin, I got no alibi, I got no excuse, Just a broken man, drownin’ in his own abuse. [Chorus] No excuse, no way to justify, Just a broken soul, askin’ why? No excuse, can’t deny the truth, Livin’ with the guilt, lost in my youth. No excuse, I’m the one to blame, Burned all my bridges, lost the game, No excuse, just the pain I feel, Livin’ with the scars, and the wounds that heal. [Verse 2] I blame myself for every tear that’s been shed, Every heartbreak, every single word I said, I’m the reason she’s gone, and I know it’s true, Living with the scars, the blame, and the pain I brew. Now I’m stuck in this cycle, can’t break free, Feelin’ like I’m cursed, like it’s all on me, I’m just a sinner, lost in my own guilt, Livin’ in the shadows of the choices I built. [Chorus] No excuse, no way to justify, Just a broken soul, askin’ why? No excuse, can’t deny the truth, Livin’ with the guilt, lost in my youth. No excuse, I’m the one to blame, Burned all my bridges, lost the game, No excuse, just the pain I feel, Livin’ with the scars, and the wounds that heal. [Verse 3] Every moment I regret, every call I didn’t make, Every chance I wasted, every heartbreak I break, I’m a maniac, a fool in disguise, Tried to run from my demons, but they never died, I see the damage, I feel the shame, Playing the victim but I’m the one to blame, I let her go, I let myself fall, Now I’m just a shadow, screamin’ out for it all. [Chorus] No excuse, no way to justify, Just a broken soul, askin’ why? No excuse, can’t deny the truth, Livin’ with the guilt, lost in my youth. No excuse, I’m the one to blame, Burned all my bridges, lost the game, No excuse, just the pain I feel, Livin’ with the scars, and the wounds that heal. [Outro] My God, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry Susan, please wake up, please Please wake up, what are you doing?! You're not dead, you're not dead I know you're not dead Wake up, Susan, wake up Oh my God