[Verse 1] I didn't ask to be so anxious all the time It's just kind of a part of my mind. I know you wanted to go to dinner, but I need some time Life keeps depleting — and it hurts to survive. I shouldn’t let fear of death be my limitation, but… It’s hard to feel alive when I'm always hesitating.... [Chorus] Let me apologize — I think I’m dying, and I don’t know why. Everything’s fast — too fast — I’m brisk, I’m blank, I’m passing by. Do you see me? Am I even still here? Am I dissociating... or are you leaving? it's really not clear [Verse 2] I cancel plans, then hate myself for the mess Caught in a war between my stomach and breath I see the patience wearing thin in your eyes You say, "Let's talk," but my heart starts to jump Too many beats per second, like a kick drum in my chest I don't want to have a chat — I'm a fucking wreck Let’s just sit together in silence, don’t go too far You’re my security blanket, my north star [bridge] Absence breeds anxiety — it rips me apart quietly If you go too far, are gone too long — I’m not sure I’ll hold on [Chorus] Let me apologize — I think I’m dying, and I don’t know why. Everything’s fast — too fast — I’m brisk, I’m blank, I’m passing by. Do you see me? Am I even still here? Am I dissociating... or are you leaving? it's really not clear [Outro] If I fall apart right here in your hands, Would you still sit with me, not need to understand? Some things don't heal, they just get named ...And Knowing what it is doesn’t mean it goes away. Knowing what it is doesn’t mean it goes away. Knowing what it is doesn’t mean it goes away Knowing what it is doesn’t mean it goes away
