(Glitched whispers, dark reverb ambience) “Another dose, another day…” “I don’t even know if I feel anymore…” (Low-pass filter build → first verse drop-in) Woke up late, head heavy from the meds again, Tried to stand tall, but my legs won’t bend. Doctor said “you’ll heal,” yeah, that’s evident, But I’m still locked up in my own sediment. Scrollin’ through my phone but I ghost my friends, They say, “come outside,” I just hit send. Don’t wanna talk, don’t wanna pretend, Got a war in my head that’ll never end. (Kick rolls rising, riser sweeps in) Tell me why I feel so low, Taking all these pills, still I don’t know. Will I ever feel real again? Or am I stuck just playin’ pretend? (Drop buildup – reverb tails, vocal chop echoes) (KICK IN – distorted hardstyle bass + emotional lead synth) I’ve been medicated — I’ve been sedated, Tryna feel alive but I’m overinflated! Everybody says that I’m complicated, But they’ll never know how my mind’s created! I’ve been down bad, yeah I’m on my own, Screamin’ in the dark where the light don’t show! If I disappear, would they even know? Would they even know!? (Drop repeats with chopped “Would they even know” echoing through kick pattern) Every bottle got my name engraved, Like a curse I can’t escape or save. Skip a dose, yeah I crash and cave, My mind’s a cell — I’m my own slave. Don’t wanna vent, don’t wanna cry, Say I’m okay — that’s another lie. “Hold on tight,” they don’t see inside, I’m drowning quiet while I smile online. (Low mid synth buildup → pre-chorus) Tell me why I feel so low, Taking all these pills, still I don’t know. Will I ever feel real again? Or am I stuck just playin’ pretend? (Massive riser – snare buildup, detuned synth swell) I’ve been medicated — I’ve been sedated, Tryna feel alive but I feel so faded! Everybody says that I’m complicated, But they don’t know how I’m isolated! I’ve been down bad, yeah I’m on my own, Lost my grip but I won’t let go! If I disappear, would they even know? Would they even know!? (Final drop – euphoric lead + orchestral stabs + pitch automation) I know it’s hard, but I’m still here, Even though my mind ain’t clear. Maybe one day, I’ll kill the fear… But for now, I just breathe and steer. (Kick echoes fade out with reversed vocal reverb)
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