Order My Steps

Lead me… And I will follow I am open My heart is wide open Saying yes ⸻ I don’t know What I’m saying yes to But where I am Must be leading me Somewhere ⸻ All I’ve ever wanted Is truth Real truth This deep… Burning hunger For something real ⸻ Lead me Guide me Show me your way Order my steps Direct my path Guide me… Guide me in truth ⸻ I’m tired… So tired Weary… I don’t know What anything is I don’t know What any of this means ⸻ So many voices So many versions One day I feel one way Another day I feel something else Sometimes I’m moved By what others say And then it shifts ⸻ I’m so tired of it I want to cover my ears I don’t want to hear anymore I don’t want to read anymore ⸻ I just want My own experience That’s all Nothing else will do ⸻ Not from a book Not from what I’ve been told Even the things they say are truth If it’s real… If it’s true… Then something in me Will know ⸻ It will draw me Gently… Naturally… Without force ⸻ I can’t pretend I can’t make myself feel Something I don’t feel I can’t believe What isn’t real to me ⸻ I can only be led I can only be drawn I can only discover In my own way ⸻ So lead me… If there is a way Guide me… In truth ⸻ I am here I am open I am listening ⸻ Lead me… And I will follow