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Be a Little Boy Again

[Verse] I've been duckin' my neighbors, dodgin' all favors Tuckin' in my chain and clutchin' my saber Heavily sedated, made a promise to my savior This time next year, I'll be more famous and less famous This week been the worst week, that came as no surprise I don't know how I'm alive, truth be told, I been dyin' slow People ask me how I am, I smile and I lie They tell me I'm killin' it, I guess they mean my dying First quarter, I was livin' a good life Second quarter, I had died about two times Third quarter, I had killed about three guys Fourth quarter, I had four baby mamas, then five [Pre-Chorus] I wanna be a little boy again, too much for my head I don't know if I'm okay, need to check my head [Chorus] Not much to be done All these pills in my head Think I'ma lose my head That's what I said [Verse 2] I don't wanna be here, this shit too weird Knew this year was gon' be my worst year I was tryin' to make a comeback, like my career I don't know if I'll be around this time next year I think my mind might be goin' for real I'm goin' crazy, and I don't know how to deal This world so real, so hard to be real I should write my will, maybe sign a deal I've been havin' these thoughts for real, like for real I'm off these pills, don't know how to deal I feel like it's over, this might be the end I'll never have this much again, I'll never have this much again [Chorus] Not much to be done All these pills in my head Think I'ma lose my head That's what I said