Pills on the sink, I was drownin’ every night Thought the purple rain really made the pain feel right Now my eyes too tired, I don’t even dream no more Every high got a price, now my soul feel poor Heartbeat fast while my world move slow Friends all ghosts, everybody come and go I was chasin’ dopamine, runnin’ from myself Now the mirror look back like somebody else She said, “Boy, you fading,” I laughed and poured another cup But the devil wear designer when he really pulling up Every text unread, every promise falling through I was trying to kill the hurt — now the hurt killing you Ooooh… I hear the angels when the pills hit right Cold blue lights in the middle of the night I been tryna run, but the shadows know me Living in a drugged out symphony Ooooh… numb my heart but the pain still sings Broken halo hanging off my wings Everybody vibin’ while I’m falling slowly Lost inside this drugged out symphony Smoke in my lungs, ice inside my veins All these blurry nights got me dancing with my chains I remember mama cryin’, tellin’ me to slow down Now I’m staring at the ceiling every time I come down Everybody love the vibe, nobody see the scars They just hear the melodies, they don’t hear the dark Anxiety screaming while the crowd sing along Funny how the saddest people make the deepest songs Backseat medicine, empty bottles on the floor Every time I swear I’m done, I come back for more Temporary heaven turn eternal in my head Now I’m scared one day I might not wake up from my bed Ooooh… I hear the angels when the pills hit right Cold blue lights in the middle of the night I been tryna run, but the shadows know me Living in a drugged out symphony Ooooh… numb my heart but the pain still sings Broken halo hanging off my wings Everybody vibin’ while I’m falling slowly Lost inside this drugged out symphony Drugged out symphony… violins and codeine dreams Every note inside me breaking at the seams Smile for the world while my soul decay slowly Drugged out symphony… and the ending kinda lonely Ooooh… I hear the angels when the pills hit right Cold blue lights in the middle of the night I been tryna run, but the shadows know me Living in a drugged out symphony Ooooh… numb my heart but the pain still sings Broken halo hanging off my wings Everybody vibin’ while I’m falling slowly Lost inside this drugged out symphony
