The hurt I hide

Copyright ©2025 cupcaketheunigirl ----------------------------------------------- [ instrumental intro] [verse] They look at me and can clearly tell I'm fine Right? They see me as a normal girl, who's not really in anything They see me as a homeschool girl who doesn't understand their problems mm but [chorus] It's fine, I'm fine, they don't see the tears building up in my eyes It's fine, Im fine they don't see the hurt inside It's fine, I'm fine. They don't see the painted smile I hide [verse] I say fine, but I'm not really, I may not cry but inside, I am The hurt is there, the pain is there It's what I hide, guess I'm good at hiding this pain inside I always try to be the perfect girl, So it's like, when I make one mistake, it's the end of the world [chorus] It's fine, I'm fine, they don't see the tears building up in my eyes It's fine, Im fine they don't see the hurt inside It's fine, I'm fine. They don't see the painted smile I hide [bridge] I build myself up just to break myself down My mom said she can't trust me no matter what I do I've had a good streak, and she still didnt trust me, I broke it, and she said, that's why she doesn't trust me I'm lonely... I'm sad... Now it's worse but I'll keep it hidden I ask for help by they never help guess ill just have to write in my diary and cry tonight been so stressed, and I haven't been able to slip into little space [chorus] It's fine, I'm fine, they don't see the tears building up in my eyes It's fine, Im fine they don't see the hurt inside It's fine, I'm fine. They don't see the painted smile I hide [outro] cant tell you if I'm just a loser cant tell you because I don't know myself people will tell me to suck it up and I can stop having social anxiety ill be writing in my diary tonight..