I´m the one who left

I left I left I left I said enough I cut it loose I cut it off You said stay I said no You said wait I let go I left I left No excuse No excuse I knew I knew I’m the one who left I’m the one who left I’m the one who left So why does it still feel like you left me? I’m the one who left I’m the one who left I did it I did it I did it I know I know I know Nothing changed Nothing changed Same weight different name I moved on I moved wrong I stayed gone too long No excuse No excuse I knew I knew I’m the one who left I’m the one who left I’m the one who left So why does it still feel like you left me? I’m the one who left I’m the one who left I did it I did it I did it Don’t tell me I had to Don’t tell me it was right Don’t tell me I was saving myself I left That’s all I left My fault My fault My fault Still hurts Still hurts Still hurts I’m the one who left I’m the one who left I’m the one who left So why does it still feel like you left me? I’m the one who left I’m the one who left I did it I did it I did it I left I left I left and you’re still gone