one, two, three

[Hook] one, two, three, four, five again i go where i can’t survive all these feelings — empty lie every time the scars go deeper inside you’re not my… d—destiny… i’m not your… g—game… but why in darkness, just us two we b—burn where home once grew [Verse 1] you say “i love you” — but how? inside my head it’s breaking down you kiss me, still i’m your enemy i’m falling apart — that’s all of me i follow you — you pull me down is this a life or broken crown? i need to breathe… i need to run… but in my head: “you won’t outrun” e—every word — it cuts through me i’ll be the girl you want to see i laugh, then suddenly i scream i hate you… l—love you… in between [Bridge — breakdown] (go away… don’t go away…) (please just… shut it… stay…) (it hurts… more… more…) voices inside — what for? something’s tearing me apart can you hear? you’re in my heart [Hook — scream] one! two! three! four! five! i don’t know how i’m still alive!! every time you’re like a blade cut my soul — nothing stays you’re not fate — b—break apart! i’m not your game — tear me apart!! but in the dark i always crawl back to you… to lose it all