Why Forgive (Mashup)

[singer A] I move too fast Then I regret it Reach for the flame Even when I dread it I say one thing Then I do the other Bare hands on the edge Like I’m chasing thunder Tell me why I run to the fire Tell me why I keep going higher Why, why, why Do I break my own line? Why, why, why Do I do this every time? I want the truth I want the truth Why, why, why I do these things to you [transition] [singer B] I stare at my own name Like it was a crime Every scar I made Still lives in my mind I know what I did I know what I lost But why does my heart Keep counting the cost Forgive myself Forgive myself I'm begging my skin To let me rest Forgive myself Forgive myself I can’t keep living Like I’m my own arrest [melodic transition] [singer A] I been my own worst case My own bad move Talk big when I’m scared Then I miss the cue Got a hundred good reasons None of them stay I trip on my pride Then I walk away Maybe I’m scared Of the stillness Maybe I run From the realness If you can hear me Don’t let me hide Pull me back When I cross that line [transition] [singer B] Late train home, wet coat Jaw tight, eyes red Every wrong turn Running through my head I’ve paid in full With the weight I wear But the hardest door Is the one in there If I could split the dark From the shape of my name I’d leave the blame at the curb I’d leave the shame One breath, one step I’m still here, I’m still here Even with this weight I’m still here [final chorus] [singer A] Why, why, why I don’t understand me Why, why, why But I’m still here, baby (Why) I want the truth I want the truth Why, why, why I do these things to you [singer B] Forgive myself Forgive myself I’m done kneeling To the ghost in my chest Forgive myself Forgive myself I’m learning to live With the life I’ve left