[Verse] I hold your name like a blade in my palm Cuts too deep but it keeps me calm The sting The ache It’s all I’ve known Love's a garden where nothing’s grown [Prech [Prechorus] I reach for the flame I always do Burned by the want The ghost of you] I reach for the flame I always do Burned by the want The ghost of you [Chorus] Chaotic misery It’s all I crave The pain The passion The hearts we gave Desire's a hunger It eats me whole It’s wanting you that feeds my soul [Verse 2] Every touch is a scar I wear Every word is a broken prayer The closer I get The farther you run I chase the night You chase the sun [Bridge] Is love the bruise or the healing hand A quicksand pull or a promised land It’s not the having It’s the need A starving heart A fragile seed [Chorus] Chaotic Misery It’s all I crave The pain The passion The hearts we gave Desire's a hunger It eats me whole It’s wanting you that feeds my soul
