This is carnage – not poetic Stomach’s empty, thoughts synthetic No tears. Just spit. (Just spit.) Nothing left. But I won’t quit. This is carnage – peeled from insiiide No shit to see and nothing to hide I ain’t dying, I’m just here Sick as fuck and crystal clear --- Ah Ah Ah Didn’t sleep, didn’t eat Pissed in a bottle I kicked with my feet Floor’s a minefield – razor, spoon Pants stuck to me like a second wound Smell like breath and burnt out days Three shirts deep in sour haze Fingernails black, gums feel loose Can’t tell sweat from the fucking juice Toothpaste dried on the cracked white sink Ripped out hair just to bloody think Haven’t showered in seven nights Still wiped the blade so it cuts through white (right??? Right???) --- This is carnage – not poetic Stomach’s empty, thoughts synthetic No tears. Just spit. (Just spit.) Nothing left. But I won’t quit. This is carnage – peeled from insiiide No shit to see and nothing to hide I ain’t dying, I’m just here Sick as fuck and crystal clear --- Stared at the fridge ‘til my knees gave out Rotten meat, something green. - ("Got doubts?") Drank a beer with a bleeding lip Tried to break down like a dirty freak Spoke to no one. Screamed at the wall. Broke my hand just to feel at all Blood on the knob. Couch’s torn. And I jerked off twice just to feel like porn Left my meds in the fucking drain Don’t need balance – I need pain Scratched my thigh 'til the skin went raw Felt more real than the shit I saw (more??? Even more???) --- This is carnage – not poetic Stomach’s empty, thoughts synthetic No tears. Just spit. (Just spit.) Nothing left. But I won’t quit. [hard delivery] This is carnage – peeled from insiiide No shit to see and nothing to hide I ain’t dying, I’m just here Sick as fuck and crystal clear... This is carnage – stripped and foul Nothing human, nothing to prowl Body’s twitching, head goes mute But I still know how to execute This is carnage – peeled from insiiide No shit to see and nothing to hide Nothing to hide Nothing to hide Nothing... I ain’t dying, I’m just here Sick as fuck and crystal clear Sick as fuck and crystal clear Sick as fuck and crystal clear.... Still licking the fucking floor. Still me. Still me??? Still wrong. (Still wrong....) Stiiill wrong....
