[VERSE 1] I’m scared of my demons So I run and hide To avoid my pouring out what's inside I make monsters look like pillows And eyes turn to faucets Oh, my impropriety (almost lost it) I hiiiide for the comfort Try to find something other Tell myself someday I'll be a better version of me My mind is a fuckin’ liar Just tryin’ to rewire I am surely dying to believe differently [PRE] So I think, think, think and I dread For a reason to get outta bed But what if morning never comes? What if the moon defeats the sun? What if— What if… [HOOK] I doubt I’m lighter than air Am I stronger than my despair? Blood runs colder than water So my blood don't care So it only makes sense That my light endangers Everyone in my space [verse 2] I’m scared of my demons So I bury them deep at least 6 feet underground I make cancer look like a joke And sparks to lightning bolts Oh, my impropriety (you coulda choked) I hiiiide for the comfort Try to un-find things pondered Tell myself someday I'll be a better version of me My mind is a fuckin’ liar Just tryin’ to retire I am surely dying to relive my destiny [PRE] So I think, think, think and I dread For a reason to get outta bed But what if morning never comes? What if the moon defeats the sun? What if— What if… [HOOK] I doubt I’m lighter than air Am I stronger than my despair? Blood runs colder than water So my blood don't care So it only makes sense That my light endangers Everyone in my space [Outro] I’mma liar to my own face Ooh, ooh I don't trust my face
